Where no one gives a fuck, yet everyone cares.
Where love is just a four letter word, and happiness comes at one hell of a price.
Drama is inevitable. No matter where you go. I've realized that recently.
And almost all anyone will ever do, is hurt you. ~But that is a part of life.
Genuineness is hard to find in people these days. ~But I'm hoping there's someone out there.
High school.
It makes me hate everything yet feel happy at the same time.
Today, when I stood in tears for hours, i had people come up to me, who had barely talked to me, some people who I'd never even seen before, and offer me tissues and a hug, or ask me if i was gonna be alright, I realized that there is hope for humanity. ~it's just a shame that it takes so much to see that.
This past week, i fell for a guy who gave me everything i wanted, and was everything I needed.
He was amazing. In every possible way, to me at least.
But he'd just gotten out of a relationship with a girl he dated for a year and four months.
I didn't expect him to just let go of her. How could he? It's never that easy. ~ But it's always so simple.
So we dated this past week. And i fell for him, and i mean head over fucking heels for him. And i thought he did the same to me, and according to him, he really did.
But in the end, love is love. And it always triumphs. And he loves her. And she loves him.
So as long as this makes him happy, then I'm glad he did what he did. Everyone deserves happiness. Though it's difficult for anyone to achieve. Everyone deserves it, no matter what. ~and i firmly believe in that.
But I will do whatever it takes to make me happy. That's what life is about, isn't it? Finding happiness.
I mean everyone spends their entire lives just trying to be happy with their life. Few people actually achieve it, most just live in gentle ignorance.
But in the end it's just another break up. And happiness truly is hard to find, so if this makes him happy, then that's what matters.
So life goes on. In a month everything will go back to exactly how it was before and i'll be just that much stronger.
I'd say so much more, but my poor aching brain is slowly drifting to my dreams ~where happiness is easy and love is real.
I'll continue this next time.
~Pain is just a simple compromise.
So we dated this past week. And i fell for him, and i mean head over fucking heels for him. And i thought he did the same to me, and according to him, he really did.
But in the end, love is love. And it always triumphs. And he loves her. And she loves him.
So as long as this makes him happy, then I'm glad he did what he did. Everyone deserves happiness. Though it's difficult for anyone to achieve. Everyone deserves it, no matter what. ~and i firmly believe in that.
But I will do whatever it takes to make me happy. That's what life is about, isn't it? Finding happiness.
I mean everyone spends their entire lives just trying to be happy with their life. Few people actually achieve it, most just live in gentle ignorance.
But in the end it's just another break up. And happiness truly is hard to find, so if this makes him happy, then that's what matters.
So life goes on. In a month everything will go back to exactly how it was before and i'll be just that much stronger.
I'd say so much more, but my poor aching brain is slowly drifting to my dreams ~where happiness is easy and love is real.
I'll continue this next time.
~Pain is just a simple compromise.
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