Nonexistent Justice.

My reasoning for being excessively pissed off right now:
Last night, after a tough week of constantly working/ studying my twenty year old sister, Jade, finally got to have a night to go out clubbin' with her friends.
She had just arrived at a club after going to a friends house and doing a bit of ecstasy ~not the best choice, but a harmless one.
She and her friend, who had been drinking a beer at the moment, were getting their things and about to get out to enter this club called Episodes. While she was doing so, a couple of cops came by and shined a light into her car, told Jade and her friend to get out of the car and promptly arrested them. Why?
They asked them to get out, because there was an open beer bottle that my sisters friend was drinking, they arrested them because they found an EMPTY baggy with residue in it.
One of my sisters friends called my mom and let her know what was going on.
Now, why am i incredibly pissed right now?
My sister is

a scholarship student, making straight A's at FSU. She has never gotten any speeding tickets, driving citations or anything. She has never even got any dress codes, detentions, referrals, or ANYTHING EVER in middle nor high school.
She wasn't harming anyone, except maybe herself, and the cops had NO, and i mean ABSOLUTELY NO, reason to walk up to her car and shine a light in.
The law states, that a cop needs REASONABLE SUSPICION to walk up to someones car and ask them to get out. Let alone do ANYTHING to ANYONE.
However, there are rapists and murderers and molesters and grand thieves out there getting away because two crooked-ass cops who are just desperately trying to reach their monthly quota, decided to put a harmless twenty- year old straight A scholarship student behind bars.
This is NOT justice.
Oh and to make it worse? The cops lied 3 times in the report about things my sister said and did. And do they give any fucks at all about how they probably just ruined my sisters entire life? If she is found guilty she can get up to 5 fucking years in prison.
My sister is my idol. I love her to death because she fucking had been with me through every bullshit thing I've been put through in my life. She's supported me and loved me when everyone else has turned on me. When my father looked my mother in the eyes and lied to her for years about having an affair, and ultimately ruining my family, my sister was the one telling me it was all going to be okay.
I can't lose my sister.
But do these two crooked cops care about any of that? No. Why? Because they get to walk away with smirks on their face knowing that they just added to their quota. And not get shit about it.
Justice doesn't exist anymore. And if it does i would certainly like to be proven wrong.
Last night, after spending $1,100 to bail my sister out of jail ~so much because apparently what happened was a felony. She told us about a girl who was in the holding cell with her.
This girl has two rods in her back. Why? She got in a massive car wreck when she was younger. She got arrested for having VICADIN, a severe painkiller, that wasn't hers. She was one turn away from being at her parents house, with her loving boyfriend, and all of a sudden the sirens sound. She gets pulled over and searched and they found the vicadin and arrested her.
This is such fucking bullshit.
Now, the ultimately disgusting parts about all of this. I'm not leaving details out so some may just want to skip this paragraph.
After taking my sister to the jail, the cops proceeded to STRIP SEARCH my sister.
These fucking crooked ass cops had the nerve to strip search my sister and put their hands all over places where they have no business being. While, my sister was on her period. She was also promised a pad, which she never received. And now my family has to spend money we DON'T have, during an economic crisis caused by BULLSHIT, to hire a lawyer we shouldn't even NEED, to save my sisters ENTIRE life.
Justice no longer exists. Not in my eyes.
When two crooked ass cops can do this to someone like my sister and that girl in the holding cell with her, and get away with it and ultimately not give any fucks, that's when i know.
JUSTICE IS NO LONGER REAL.
This nation is coming to shit. Due to ignorant ass people and the fact that we can't even have people enforcing the LAW CORRECTLY, we are all screwed. America will one day collapse in on itself unless this bullshit changes.
My sister is studying to be a therapist for children with autism and other birth defects and whatnot. All she's ever wanted to do is help people.
She' a smart girl and a good person and she, nor the rest of my family, deserve any of this bullshit.

I cannot begin to express the amount of anger I have right now.
This needs to change.
America needs to change.
Justice needs to change.

Change is inevitable. I only hope it's for the better. Otherwise, we're all screwed off our asses. Forever.

I hate [almost] everyone.

Welcome to high school.
Where no one gives a fuck, yet everyone cares.
Where love is just a four letter word, and happiness comes at one hell of a price.
Drama is inevitable. No matter where you go. I've realized that recently.
And almost all anyone will ever do, is hurt you. ~But that is a part of life.
Genuineness is hard to find in people these days. ~But I'm hoping there's someone out there.

High school.
It makes me hate everything yet feel happy at the same time.
Today, when I stood in tears for hours, i had people come up to me, who had barely talked to me, some people who I'd never even seen before, and offer me tissues and a hug, or ask me if i was gonna be alright, I realized that there is hope for humanity. ~it's just a shame that it takes so much to see that.
This past week, i fell for a guy who gave me everything i wanted, and was everything I needed.
He was amazing. In every possible way, to me at least.
But he'd just gotten out of a relationship with a girl he dated for a year and four months.

I didn't expect him to just let go of her. How could he? It's never that easy. ~ But it's always so simple.
So we dated this past week. And i fell for him, and i mean head over fucking heels for him. And i thought he did the same to me, and according to him, he really did.
But in the end, love is love. And it always triumphs. And he loves her. And she loves him.
So as long as this makes him happy, then I'm glad he did what he did. Everyone deserves happiness. Though it's difficult for anyone to achieve. Everyone deserves it, no matter what. ~and i firmly believe in that.
But I will do whatever it takes to make me happy. That's what life is about, isn't it? Finding happiness.
I mean everyone spends their entire lives just trying to be happy with their life. Few people actually achieve it, most just live in gentle ignorance.
But in the end it's just another break up. And happiness truly is hard to find, so if this makes him happy, then that's what matters.

So life goes on. In a month everything will go back to exactly how it was before and i'll be just that much stronger.

I'd say so much more, but my poor aching brain is slowly drifting to my dreams ~where happiness is easy and love is real.
I'll continue this next time.


~Pain is just a simple compromise.